My True Experience: Starting Maa Kali Sadhana Without Guru Diksha – Part 1

I still remember the phase of my life when curiosity turned into overconfidence. After practicing Kundalini yoga for some time, I began to feel subtle intuitions and inner sensations that made me believe I was ready for something deeper—something powerful.

That’s when I made a decision that would later change my perspective completely.

Without taking any Guru Diksha, without proper knowledge of rules, rituals, or protection, I started Maa Kali Sadhana. I had only heard bits and pieces from people, read scattered information, and assumed that my inner feelings were enough to guide me. A sadhana guru once warned me, “Be careful, this path is not to be taken lightly.” But I ignored his advice.

Driven by ego and curiosity, I began the practice secretly, without informing anyone.

At first, everything felt normal. But deep inside, there was a strange intensity building—something I didn’t fully understand at that time.

Today, I share this not to impress, but to caution. Spiritual paths, especially powerful sadhanas, are not experiments to be taken lightly. Guidance, discipline, and proper initiation are not optional—they are essential.

If you are truly interested, I can share what happened in the next phase of this journey.